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Feels so near....
Walked, ran but never did reach.
Wanted to fly, had wings too...
But never did take off.
Devoid of emotions is what i call myself,
But they took me over like a rage.
Think logically says the mind,
But heart fills with aggression and shown at wrong places.
Thinking out of the box could solve the puzzle,
But its not a box rather a vault and im locked very deep.
Put things the right way, but never knew which was the right thing.
Think! Think! Apply an algorithm and crack the code...
But my rage blocked my iq.
Have faith said the spiritual world, i had it but in the wrong place.
Too much faith over myself, turned me a needle in a hay stack. How do i search myself now?
Gave my fullness to nothing and gave nothing where i really needed to...
Everything so easy and promising, i laughed at failure and pain, just 5 mins of my behavior made me regret the same.
Promises meant to be broken and dreams meant to be shattered, but the show must go on and on.
Knowing this fact is easy, but how do i implement it?
Life is never too sweet, have to taste the bitterness too...
The roller coaster ride was awesome but it had to stop anyway.
I ask at myself, y did i listen to u Lloyd?
U made me selfish Mr. Lloyd, now where do i go and ask?
Whom should i have listened to???
You are fucked up man... Very badly... Need serious help...

I write to make myself better and not for anyone's pity. I need to talk to someone and everyone advices... This doesn't seems to care, so i speak to the only thing that i think Will be my memory forever, my mind workshop... I don't care. Now i can understand these 3 words and how it feels to others when u say these simple 3 words... Sorry to the ones i said this...

This is what each and every guy in a relationship wants to tell to the world!!!

I saw this video and found it to be so funny and realized that this is what even i'm going through at times, if at all one guy had the courage to tell this to his girl friend. But this is so true :) this is how girls are and even they know that but will never change. Oh my god!!!


There are so many stuff in this video, i know every girl will be laughing at herself after seeing this.


The smallest of problems for a guy is a life taking problem for a girl and I've wondered so many times why it's like this all the time. Hmmm!!!


Nobody can keep a women happy for sure. Happy Women is a Myth.


For instance Batman's girl friend says to him, "you are nothing, you dont do anything, you are no one in the society and i want a guy who does something"!!!
After he struggles so much and becomes the Batman, she says "you are doing too much, i just want a normal life,a normal Man".


What do u really want, i dont understand!!!


Even in movies A girl loves a boy, he loves her back and they finally get married in life, Climax... does anyone know what happens after that???


After that if that guy doesn't hug her twice a day, its a problem. If her Hug her, she asks "Why are u so cheap?" and the Shopping never ends (i have a good shopping experience, trust me... that is so true)!!!


She calls while working and asks, "no time even to send a msg?, will it take 2 hours? why cant u talk for 2 mins?"


The problem starts while hanging up the phone without telling "I love you". This phone has ruined my life... what do i talk for hours even when the provider is giving me unlimited calls???


The girls says, 'You dont want to talk to me, you've lost interest in me, i know you are cheating on me and i know there's somebody else in your life!!!" All this just for not telling an "I love you".


Why dont u ppl understand that we cant concentrate on our work if we keep messaging so romantically???


Columbus was not lost when he came to India, he just wanted to stay away from the troubles from his wife :p
Then she asks, "Why are u going, where are u going, blah blah blah!!!


Again while working, msg pops "I love you", then i reply "I love you too"... then the msgs keep pouring in, then after some time she calls and if you dont pick up... there comes the next msg,
"I dont think it's gonna work out anymore, let's better break up!!!" and if u dont reply for that too, then you are dead!!! Wonder what these girls are doing at office, dont they have any work???


No wonder why only guys get Heart Attacks!!!


People say, Behind every successful man there's a women... but what most ppl realized later was behind every unsuccessful man also there's a women!!!


Wont eat until if i dont ask whether you had ur lunch or dinner... should i leave my job and keep asking what's happening all the time???


You can never have a discussion with a women, it's always an argument!!! (that is also so true)
And you can never win at an Argument with a Women!!! And you cant escape from an argument with her, even if u do that'll take place after 2 months and she points out "Do you know what u did 2 months before?"
By accident if u point a finger at her, the argument ends the and "How dare u point a finger at me?" Even if they beat u with a slipper, they are right and you are wrong!!!


Please dont start an Argument with me, whatever said in the video only I've translated because i felt everything was so true :) i come in peace, please dont fight wit h me!!!
So much in this video!!!
Pity on us guys!!! :(

"Lost and Found" - My Blog

Hi All, if at all anyone reads. It's been a really long time. I know there are many who are curious to know what trouble i'm gonna bring up with this post. Life was kinda busy with so many ups and downs. On the personal side of life it hasn't been a pretty good experience, on the other side it wasn't so bad. But still if i'h to rate myself i'd give a 1.5* out of 5. 


How could i not find time even to post something here? May be i was busy or too lazy. In either case i made myself so. Now a days pretty much confined to myself and find it good to be alone and not trouble anyone or not to be troubled by anyone. Finding new and old friends but not interested nothing more than an acquaintance. One thing i'm doing properly might be my work others i'd rate a ZERO. Poor my bike is in a so bad condition, that it is struggling to top 100(That's very bad for an FZ). Not even bothered to clean it. In fact that was the only thing i'd do, make it shine like new.


So unorganized is everything lying around me, i'm not even able to find stuff within my room :), but there are two factors for that one is i dont remember and i got a very bad habit of throwing things around. Movies, movies and movies is what i do all the time, when i get bored i switch to Nat Geo or Discovery. There's so much to do around my room and i'm not doing it. I keep hitting my shoes whenever i walk around, so much lying down in my room. I guess I've got the bachelor's room syndrome :) that is not nice!!!


Hmmmm!!!! so what do i do now? I guess i'll clean my room and ma beast. So this is organizing time. Let me get things organized around. i dont think i'm going to do all these cos i'm too lazy for it now a days :) feel like partying but no one to party, everyone's busy!!! Hmmm too bad :( may be an outing with my gal, may be a long drive, naaaa!!! it doesn't work out for various reasons. May be i'll try to solve some mysteries in Unsolved!!! Hmmm!!! I'm gonna clean my room and get organized, nothing better to do.


To those who expected something from this post, i'm sorry :( there's really nothing to pen it out :) My BRP(guess u can understand what it is!!! ha ha ha) is gonna be pretty low all the time from now on. I could find one thing that improved, My typing speed... Thanks for reading all this shit :) nothing i have right now to tell :)

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

It’s always common in relationships to hurt and get hurt, but nothing is done wanteely, it just happens. Love is when you let out all ego and call her and say “I’m sorry for what i’ve done and i love you more than anything”. Getting up every morning listening to her voice saying “Get up, get up, you are so late to office”, anyone in a relationship would feel like sleeping an extra hour to listen to this.

Texting happily each other as though nothing had happened when something very important is going on around. Talking late at night, may be even till the dawn.  The happiness in surprising each other, exchanging gifts, being the first one to wish luck in every step she takes, being possessive and letting the ego disappear, smile at each other even amidst a great misunderstanding, this happens only in love. There are no words to explain all this, it has to be felt.

Even when seperated by a distance, we make each other feel that we are there for each other. May be this distance has brought us together, the eagerness to see each other, wanting to spend some time with each other. Wish we could spend this valentine’s day together, but fate or destiny has something else for us.

“I looked up for the word Complete in the dictonary,

                    and there your photo pops up,

                                you complete me.”

“I know I don't say it often enough,

but I love being your partner in this thing called life.

I can't imagine living life any other way.”

I dont have to tell all this, but still just wanted to share my happiness. To everyone out there in this world, wish you a very happy and lucky Valentine’s day. For those who din express their love, go do it. You never know what’s waiting for you!!! Happy Valentine’s Day. Love is free of cost, so express it as much as you can!!!

Stupids are all over the word

Today, 15th December 2010 is a totally unforgettable day i guess. As the title says stupids are everywhere, we just dont know it till an opportunity comes where we get a chance to know about them. I felt so happy in the morning that everything that happened around me was so good that i dont know how to explain. Then as usual i went to office and work was also so good and had a nice time till the evening. 

We started playing cricket in the evening, a practice session for the cricket tournament to be started tomorrow. It's not the actual game, here it consists of 6 players, and a match of 6 over, played with a soft smiley ball which wouldn't hurt anyone even if it is launched from a rocket launcher. Even girls are a part of this mega event.

We were playing and it was then some neatly dress gentleman came inside the court. We thought they were gentlemen until they opened their filthy mouth. As i said in the title Stupids are everywhere, you never know when you'll meet them. A dark stout guy with a rectangular shaped glasses, started shouting "this is not a cricket ground, Get Out now", pointing his shuttle racket at us. Everyone in that place got so irritated by his behavior, that some people even clenched their fists. 

Then we were leaving the place, when one of my friend went and spoke to the guy "You could have told us politely, we would have went out, but why did you want to use the word GET OUT". Then came a bunch of people and started talking all sorts of non sense saying "This place belongs to us and only we are supposed to play here". They were actually arguing as tough they were fighting in a Slum. And the very important thing is that all these people were at least 5 to 10 year elder to us. One even started pointing finger and using foul language.

They were literally barking at us and were fighting like a 5 year old saying this place belonged to them. Come on dumbos it's a common place for both the floors, and they were asking do we have common sense. I dont know if they knew the meaning of that word. Some employees from the (Seebaey) Systems did this and the whole company gets the blame now, i mentioned the name because at least some one in there should know how unethically their employees behaved in public. And special thanks to those 4 people for spoiling my day. And nobody has the right to say anyone Get Out even if they have done something very wrong, i hate that word.

A Comparison between past and the present

It was somewhere in the 80’s. A movie is releasing in the theaters, the posters are put up on the walls just 2 or 3 days before. May be the theater owner sends a couple of people in a jeep to announce the release of the movie. The movie is released and the show goes like this. There lived a girl, who was deeply in love with a guy. They both were spending time with each other very happily and used to meet very rarely.  You know how it’ll be in the 80’s. Only time they could meet was when they were travelling to college in the bus. Talk so rarely but still were happy. The smile and happiness when they used to meet once in a while, there are no words to explain that.

As usual, when everything was going on fine, the girl’s father comes to know and stands there with a double barrel gun pointing at the guy asking him to leave his daughter if he wishes to live, or may be give him a huge box of cash, or even beat him up to death. The girl so disappointed with her father’s decision kills herself and the guy becomes a Devdas. And the screen displays “End of Final Reel”. Everyone gets up from their seat and leave saying wow what a nice movie!!! Some say this with a drop of tear.

                                                               

Now it’s 2010, the director plans for a movie, he tweets “I’m going to direct a new love story, that’ll be different from all the ones I’ve taken before, it’ll not just be a movie, it’s a Saga. Then Pre production processes takes place, the movie posters are put up on the wall, tweets on the net, ads on social media sites, interview with the lead actor, lots and lots all before starting the project. Then after 6 to 10 months of work the movie’s shooting is finally over.

The movie is not released yet, the date is announced, somewhere 6 months from now. The first preview appears on TV. The girl’s standing in the balcony of a house, on the beach front the camera zooms in, her hair flying in the direction of the wind, she moves her hair and shows her lovely face. Then the Hero comes on a 1000 cc bike or a Hummer, he steps out of wearing a faded jean, a leather jacket and a coolers, he removes the jackets to demonstrate he’s a body builder. It ends. This is shown for another 3 months.

Then next round of interviews on TV and promo songs for the next couple of months. The movie is finally going to be released. The movie is specially played for a set of celebrities the day before release, and they come out and talk praises about the movie. And finally the movie is released. The movie starts, the story is somewhat the same. Only the rare meetings are replaced with a bike ride daily, SMS’s, Calls, Video Chats and every possible way to communicate. Then comes a song, in a God Only Knows Place. Then a fight sequence and so called comedy scenes.

As usual the girl’s father comes to know, the usual drama with a modern touch and the girl kills herself. The movie is not over yet, it’s only the interval. Then the guy becomes a Devdas, with drugs or vodka in his had instead of the old brown bottle. Then comes another girl, she tries to impress her, there comes a romantic song and some fight sequences and finally followed by an item song by another sexy actress. Then again after so much drama he marries the girl and the caption pops up “They happily lived here after”.

The movies these days are so stupid with no actual content in it. The girl takes some 50 to 60 tablets and the next moment she’s dead. She writes a letter to her boyfriend saying I’m leaving you; you should find another girl and lead a happy life. And the movie goes on the same way and there’s the happy ending. Some try this in real life, the girl says I’m not a perfect match for you, let me die and you go find yourself another girl. Only in movies the guy actually finds a girl, in real life the guy gets arrested and his life’s doomed. So to those people who take stupid decisions after watching these movies, I have only one thing to say, GROW UP!!!

A Drive to remember!!!

It was last week, i with my friends and someone really special went for a short drive. Not exactly a drive but we  went shopping. We all went to buy T-Shirts, without knowing where we'll get those, then we telephoned more than 10 ppl and somehow found some shops and purchased only 2, then we did not know wat to do. We went to the usual shop and as it was Diwali, there were only a few in the collection. Even in spite of this, we bought more than 50 T-Shirts all together :) out of which, ma girl friend bought me many, and i'm wearing all those daily.

The whole day all 5 of us so much fun, that we din even feel hungry. Did not eat for the whole day. We all were so much exhausted but still were enjoying a lot. That was a really good day in my life, i dont know how to explain:) Wanted to update this for a long time, but did not get time, only now i'm a bit free...

At the same time i missed all the Diwali celebrations at office this year, this year too our Coimbatore office won the overall trophy!!! 

Some things are near but still feel so far,

Nothing can replace those, what may come.

I'm not being expressive and i'm trying my best to change that :)

To do things for others is the greatest satisfaction in life.

As usual i dont know :)