I dedicate this to two people, who made a lot of difference in my life in the past one week. One my love and the other who stamped me pretty hard for hurting the first. It was a usual Friday morning, same old room, same old bike, the same old work station, the same old work and none of these were interesting till I reached my friend’s house in the evening. It was then my friend started asking me a lot of questions and he finally said, “So you love that girl right? Then why the hell you din talk to her for the past two days?” after which I was beaten up pretty badly.
The two days when I din speak to her was two most stupid days in my life I guess. I was like I don’t need anything and was pretty obsessed with my loneliness, thought I don’t want a partner for now. Only in those two days did I realize how badly I missed her. Talking almost 12 hrs a day, texting the remaining time, or meet up in the evenings. Oh god, those two days were so horrible without those, the same happened with her. Then I realized I should not miss her, but still was not ready to accept anything and proceed forward.
I was so confused, so I asked my friend what should I do? He asked me a couple of questions and after answering all those, he said “Don’t miss that girl, you are too lucky to have her!!!”. I was like not in a standard mind whether to go forward or not. But these two people gave me the confidence and here I am the happiest guy in the whole wide world :)
To tell about her, she’s the only person who was able to get some stuff of my mind in just 3 days, which I was trying for more than 3 years. She makes me smile just in an instant. There’s too much to tell but I really don’t know what to write down, may be in my next post I’ll do better. When I said all this to my other friend the next day, he was like, “Come on!!! Let’s go meet her right now, I want to see that girl” I’m too damn lucky I’d say, there were many who thanked her for changing me into a happy human being.
Thank you so much for giving me so much in this short span and for bringing me back to life :) I’m so lucky to have you. I have only one thing to say. I LOVE YOU!!!


Hey.. U knw.. Things will go Jzt like tat.. Dnt ever Stick to single person. Even tiz may Suck. How come A girl can make Miracles in 3 dyas. I think she might have some thing else. As i know you be clear in your decision. Later on dont feel for it. Atleast this time stand on right decision.
ReplyDeleteShe may not be a perfect match for you. Wait for some more time. Your Gilr M**** might be back to you soon, then in what face you will meet her. I know her thats the reason. Wait for your girl she even having an idea to come back to you. I am her friend. Decide this is the time.
Yes she is in tears from morning we are into her O***** team she will come back to you wait. We are waiting for your positive reply. Dont let things down.
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ReplyDeleteI dont give a S*** about that, i was literally falling at her feet, she told to my face that she's not ready for anything!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry i'm really not going to change my mind now, had enough of this B***S***
Sorry, too late!!!
No lloyld you should consider their point too.
ReplyDeleteThink the time is there. Wait for some more time even.
We all know for a s*** girl you are leaving your most loved one. Things will change. Real love dosent change. Wait for her. She will be back soon.
ReplyDeleteSee man no one can take her place from you. When she is back to you will realize for Damm St**** girl you dont loose who is sincere to you. Wait she will back. Answer to us how far she will be to you when you compare with your girl? Surely you cant even compare. Your girl is great. Wait for her we all will send her back soon.
ReplyDeleteya ya my girl is great, the one i'm having now!!!
ReplyDeletedont u ppl know that M**** wasn't there with me when i needed her the most, what are u thinking about me, if u ppl know abt her, then u'll know abt me also and how i longed for her... but that's totally over... i'm so sorry for that!!!
There's someone with me when i need a person the most, so i'm not ready to change my decision!!!
You can wait just some more time.Life will suck without her. Dont fall for a B*** **** girl. Thats the thing then else in your hand.
ReplyDeleteWhat the fuck is wrong with u ppl???
ReplyDeletedont ever dare comment about my girl like this!!!
i said it's decided and not ready to think about the past!!! will u please stop commenting on my blog, cos there are some decent ppl who read it and i dont want Ass Holes like u reading my blog!!! Please!!!
Hi Joseph This is Raj.. I dnt know Whtr u know me are not But am your girl Joy's friend. U are some wher crossed in her mind. Sticked thing will not let down from her. Am so sad tat i am not able to take her. Anyhow great to have her. U are lucky too. Her presence will me more. You will realize her worth soon, if not let to me will care her like Princess. No hope in life. Lost everythin Joy too. Lucky u are to have Joy. The care u will never gain from any one. Live a day with her the feel will slap you on the faces. Beat you to the core. I was on your same case wen Joy said, "Raj Got My Guy Da".. i wished that her next word should be it is you but she said your name. Heart broken. She gave a breath again, she tought me how be i will be happy only. All the best Great wishes. Onc again u r Lucky for havin JOY!
ReplyDeleteHi joseph tz z Marti. U are lucky to have Joy. You will be happy with the presence. She is the only person was asking to me weather i had or not, slept, all other things bothered me a lot. Now a days we all are missing her. But keep her happy that is what i want. Joy, no replacement for her. All the time she makes me smile. I miss her now.
ReplyDelete@Raj: She told about u only yesterday :) but i dont think i'll let her go for anyone or any reason!!! and yes i know i'm too lucky to have her!!!
ReplyDelete@Martin: I'll do my best to keep her happy!!!
ReplyDeleteAnna Divi..Happy to see you blog.. I ill show this to my brother..
ReplyDeleteThis is Raj Joseph I just conveyed that if you have a thought or if any possibility let her for me. Now a days she is not even attending any of our phone. All the time her number is busy not replying for the messages also. If i get a chance i ill be the happiest person. Consider.
ReplyDeleteThanxs Joseph. Ask her to consider us too.We all have seen her only smiling.All the best. Take care of her. Marti
ReplyDelete@Raj: i dont think so u'll get a chance :)
ReplyDelete@Martin: Sure i'll do that, anyway she'll be reading all these... she'll be in touch!!! Okay Ani???
@Divya: U'll see more posts from now on!!! :)
ReplyDeletehttp://rajherelonely.blogspot.com/2010/10/my-first-last-blogformy-girl.html
ReplyDeleteEVERYBODY STOP USING ABUSIVE LANGUAGE.ITS NOT GONNA HELP ANYONE HERE.
ReplyDeletehey come on people.... all these days lloyd was waiting for manju to be back with him... but she never came..... now that he has finally moved on in his life why are you people trying to confuse him(its useless anyway he s not gonna change).... let tat guy be happy.... u team mates from oracle make sure tat she remains as she was for the past 2 to 3 yrs...
ReplyDelete@lloyd: do wat ur heart says for life is short enjoy it to the fullest..
ReplyDeleteall these Anonymous comments may be anyone who don wan you to be happy...
i have only one question to them...
where was this Anonymous person all this time... and why dint s/he tell u this before?
MOVE ON da..... i have seen how much u suffered..... these people dont know tat....
don feel guilty for moving on now.... u waited so long.... tat was fair enough....
@manju: "it sucks to have something one day and not realize it was so important until its gone"
@Kaushik: where were u all anonymous ppl when i suffered so much in life??? did u ppl bother to know wat was going on with me...
ReplyDeletei dont know from wer u ppl come to trouble me when i'm happy...
But right now i'm not gonna change my mind, i've decided my life!!! Chapter Closed!!!
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ReplyDeleteNo more Comments Pls Guyzzz!
ReplyDeletewhoever wants to give me some comments,say it to my face... dont just hide urself behind the anonymous post, i've deleted ur comments, whoever it is say it to my face, you know where to find me!!!
ReplyDeleteAll u people Don't have any work ah??????????
ReplyDeletewasting time like this wont help any one....